Renaissance 1"My name was... Jacob... or atleast something like that. It was sunny...and I had a longsleeve cotton shirt with some orante ivy threading running up the seams. I also had some sort of padded (atleast it looked padded) very dark green over coat, but it only covered my chest...like a waistcoat. It had gold trim on it too. I was near a tree in a lawn courtyard with a pebble path running up to a stone walled garden barred by wooden doors. The stone walls where quite light, maybe limestone or something similar. Sometimes I have an apple... and every now and then id take a bite from it or toss it into the air... Im waiting for someone... someone iRenaissance 1
Outside the DoorLost promises, hopes and dreams. The pre-life prep that's meant to help deal with this - so it seems.Outside the Door
Nothing could of prepared me, for anything that happened. The loosing, the hating the loving, the dating. The friendships, The memories, The confusion and the rest.
Through all the anguish, happiness and desire in my eyes. I see a world outside the door. Where the past doesn't matter anymore.
From when those that turned on you once before, Now its clear - it's not worth it anymore. Everyone is left by themselves, Cl
L.L.LLove. Lesson. Learned.L.L.L
You spend the first few years, Without pressures, Without worries, Without fears. Childhood it seems, is 'the life', the stuff of dreams. It is, until you find her or him.
That one you spend all your time, Thinking about, Dreaming about. The one that makes you want to shout -
Attraction, DistractionComing to terms to face the past and the present, Still not quite knowing what feelings to present.Attraction, Distraction
Green grasses there, to put me to ease. Yet, it stirs within still - Am i really pleased?
Some say its just attraction, That's all that remains. An attraction for distraction, just to get by the days.
While a distraction to them; It fills up the missing spaces. Turns around, my upside down faces.
Yet, with the silence, When they've put down their phone. After a few days, I don't feel like I'm at home. &nb
HateRight now, I hate myself. I hate everything about me. I hate that I'm not beautiful, I hate that I don't feel special, I hate that I hate myself, I hate everything about me. I feel like I have, This ball of depression, Pushing down on the top of my lungs, And my spine. I don't know what to do, It makes me feel sick. And all I want to do, Is vomit up my emotions. And I have these notions,Hate
That life isn't worth living, When you're not living life, But what is worth living life for? I feel as if I have this fog, Covering my br
Atempt
Sickened
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If you can dream it, you can do it - Walt Disney
Infact you would fit right in like and old long time friend an i hope apart of my most loving understand club members.
In my club everybody/everyone is not just real life family, dA friends, & club members. Infact everybody here are like one big totally loving understanding family members to all of us.
I had started this club a very long time ago in another one of my dA user accounts, but i finally decided to go ahead and just do it here.
Your journal date has alot of being for me. One of them is that another club member did one the same day and she is feeling very alone and i did not know it until very early this morning, due to the fact that i had became ill just a bit over 2 weeks & was not really on dA, checking on any of the club members. So now i need to note my staff so that they all take a part in noting all the family, friends, & club members to go to her aid to just leave a kind word in her journal.
Remember when i expressed to you how a true friend is always there for you in the good time & the bad no matter what happens.
I promise you that all my club members are going to treat you with love, respect, valued friendship. Yet we all do joke around when the time is right and one of us need a good laugh or smile, or even a good cry if need be.
I do believe that you as an artist, person, & human being must do what is best for you and only you alone.
I promise you if you say no it would never ever hurt my feelings at all, i'm far to strong of a person/lady for that
I must fly away
I hope to talk with you soon.
I wish you all the very best in the art world & beyond!!!.
With Love,
With Respect,
Your Friend,
Ms. P.
=Hummingbird88
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"BE KIND & REWIND"!!!.
"Love & Adore all Artist" They are worth your time.
=Hummingbird88 =Hummingbird88-Stock
=SecretAdmirerPlz
My other clubs:
=HB88-Nudes-Club =Artistic-Nudes-Club
=The-SUB-CLUB
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You can love them forever. You can love them when they don't. You can love all you want... but who will love you?
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"Tell me who your friends are and I tell you who my friends are para barkada"
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Photographers are violent people, first they frame you, then they shoot you, then they hang you on their wall.
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Brendon: I wanna watch nemo.
Ryan: Well go put it in, youve got the flu, your not paralyzed.
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FANGS UP
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I am on team: Gabe singing in spanish gets me high
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Zebra Gay Bars
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Buckdut!!!
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You can love them forever. You can love them when they don't. You can love all you want... but who will love you?
=]
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'Love me tenderly
While I rape your dignity'
~TheYoungPoet.
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